So, its all here far too quickly once again and next week this time it shall almost all be over! And so far we are wayyyy behind schedule. No christmas tree, very little pressies and absolutely no food! To make it worse, Leon and I are both working right up to Christmas Eve…ekkk! Panic not though, it will all come together….after all, for the last ten years we have been the pro’s of pulling together a ‘Last minute Xmas’ (and we have even been known to have taken our tree down on boxing day! Our house is just far too small for a tree and two small children!) Whilst I am off to make a start on the last minute preparations, I will leave you with one of my recent final designs.
This design is a variant from my ‘Urban Line’ collection.
Okay, wow….did I really last post on the 1st October…just about three weeks ago?!! Jeez, time for a BIG catchup as that ended up as a pretty monumental day and since then my feet really haven’t touched the ground.
So, let’s rewind back to the meeting I was off to….well it went well….really really well and let’s be honest it was a pretty life changing meeting.
The meeting had been planned for a good couple of weeks or so, but the day before, I faltered, so worried my design work wouldn’t be what they were looking for….so worried I would walk in and they would laugh at me….
but yet, in my heart of hearts I knew it was what I wanted so bad and that was why I was so worried about making the ‘perfect’ pitch.
Thank God for Leon….the day before…that Sunday when i was so worried to the core, he pushed and pushed for me to go to it and show them my ‘stuff’.
I was worried my sketchbook’s were too messy…..he was adamant it showed my passion
I was worried my drawings weren’t technically perfect…..he was adamant it was my style
I was worried I was self-taught…..he was adamant it showed my determination
So I went….
And I waited….
In the ‘White Space’…
Clutching sketchbooks and cushions, drawings and paintings, doodles and portfolios…..
My whole ‘art life’ in my arms….
Waiting for a lady named Katie….
Watching the clock…
worrying I was going to be in the wrong place at the right time….
or maybe the right place at the wrong time…
We walked to her office….
I remembered how minimilistic and professional it looked against how scatty I must have appeared balancing all my work below my chin and under my arms, hands full to the brim…
“So, tell me about yourself” was the first question
I thought for just a moment…..
and all of a sudden….
the heavens opened…
I literally flooded the next 30mins jumping up and down….
Inviting Katie right into my world…laying myself bare for her to see my design process…
flinging sketches, portfolios, products, fabrics, drawings and everything I had, in front of her like a crazy lady at a 100mph.
That was the only question she asked.
I never gave her chance to ask anymore.
She was so lovely and laughed, saying I’d answered all her questions in that first reply.
I promptly kicked myself for going off on one, at the speed of lightening….getting carried away wanting to show her everything.
Why could I have not been more professional….more reserved.
She said they’d get back to me in two or three days.
I drove the long drive home, wondering if perhaps I should have done things differently.
I got in the front door and there was a message…
A message from Katie….
asking if I could start tomorrow!
I didn’t even have to think about my reply…
my dream was coming true.
And then that evening, reality hit and I was worried…
Worried about my job…
Worried about the money….
Worried about childcare….
Worried about the travel…..
Worried I really wasn’t ‘good’ enough….
but you know what Leon wasn’t….
he knew, like he always does, it would be just fine….
everything works out how it’s meant to be….
and it did.
I have found my place, my home where I should be…
people who share my crazy passion for pretty paper,
paint, ink, collage, stitching and design.
Day’s spent designing,
not necessarily worrying about commercial value,
but giving it soul….
I feel alive….
it’s all I wanna do….
I’ve been going to bed so damn late….
waking up so damn early…
and I LOVE it….
this is how life should be….
Leon was right……
Push your dreams forward because it’s pretty damn perfect X
Claire Smillie – First Year Student ‘BA Hons Design’, University of Plymouth (Somerset College) <<<<<< yes you read it right….that’s me….thats what the meeting was about…I’m a ‘mature’ student, with the most supportive husband, two GORGEOUS kids,
((my big ass Mac)) and the bestest job ever. Someone really must be looking down on me right now, because I can’t stop smiling to myself…. I feel like the luckiest girly alive X
Which is your favourite out of the five? I’d love to hear!
Another brand new design, from my current Efflorescence collection…
Pop back tomorrow to check out the last design of this wonderful collection.
Catch you tomorrow!
Thankyou for all your lovely Facebook likes, tweets and comments on the design I posted yesterday! I couldn’t resist staying up until the early hours (again!!! what is happening to me?!!!) to play around with some more ideas.
I am just so excited by this collection and after playing last night, a second collection has now evolved! As promised, above is the second design in the collection.
Here are the two designs I have shown you from this collection as iPhone cases and stationary cards, they are available to buy over at Society6.com/ClaireSmillie
Don’t you just love the direction of this collection?
So many creative possibility’s 🙂
Told you last night, I was designing something exciting, well take a looky here at this cool new wallpaper…
The motif was sketched by hand and then scanned into the computer to be turned into this eyecatching wallpaper 🙂 Really loving this design, I would completely have it myself!
I’ve even played with the color scheme and different variations of this motif to create further designs, which look just as fabulous! I have a feeling, one of these designs may be featured over on Society6 very soon!